Undescribed feeling

hello sunday,

i'm back with a story of mine.. a love story actually..

cast : 

girl : Dara

guy : Seunghyun

Summer has come bringing her a new sketch for her empty book.. 

her book had written by a love story of her new boyfriend, Seunghyun.. a guy she knew from a couple years ago. Dara used to live her life by herself, with no one protect her and no one special..

She was getting closer to Seunghyun from one occasion and since that they often talk to each other or even meet up.. Seunghyun is a nice guy, he cooked for her, he fetch her when she ask for it, he do anything for her..

Dara wasn't like the most girl, she's different, she's not easy to get, she's too independent.. she never been in a relationship before but when Seunghyun came to her life, she tried to open her heart for him.. It went smoothly at the beginning, they often texted each other, rang each other, Seunghyun even introduce her to his family.. Seunghyun is a type of attractive guy, he's a talkative person.. and he often tell her about what happened in his days.. 

a month had passed, Seunghyun show his love to her even more, he kissed her and hug her.. every time he hug her, it feels like he doesn't want to lose her for even a second.. he told her how deep is his love for her, maybe for other girl it would be sweet, but not for Dara, somehow she's uncomfortable with all of that, the door of her heart that welcomed him at the first time as if refuse him to go deeper.. 

Seunghyun have no one else beside Dara, and it's true.. Seunghyun really are into her, and it's true as well.. that is not a lie, but Dara lose her feeling toward him gradually. what should she do? she want to keep a distance to him or leave him but she doesn't want to hurt his feeling and she believe that karma does exist, she really want to end all the thing as soon as possible but she don't know how to do at this time because love is not something that can be force.. 

BLONDE AND BLONDER

as you know there's sooooo many blonde victims around the world..
what's the reason of their so called GOES-BLONDE-ACTION?

• wanna be pretty
• I'm a BARBIE GIRL~ in my BARBIE wooorld~
• sexy? naaaah!
• imitates their favorite idol
• trend

blahblahblah whatever..

but i also one of the GOES-BLONDE-ACTION    T_T

here i tell my story..

well, im a big fan of BIGBANG and 2NE1.. and CL is my bias..
yep you can guess i dyed blonde my hair to be looks like her, but however we will be never look alike..

hahahahaha

first, i went to the store that selling hair dye products, and i asked for the most rapid bleach product..
i got some and then do it my self at home..


1st time: not bad
2nd time: not too bad as well but i feel like my hair fell down one by one

 

this is after 2nd time bleached

 3rd time : my friend said "why don't u mix it with ash blond color? it'll be look like CL.."
                 okay okay, i follow her suggestion and the result is


I LOOSE MY HAIR!!! BL**DY H*LL  ㅠ.ㅠ

the next morning i went to salon and fix my hair to get the proper haircut..

and.....
taaadaaaaaaa~

Finish??? NOT YET!
after a couple months i was thinking to get rid of my dull hair or broken hair or damage hair or anything you want to call its up to you because it feels like hay..

J J J J JESSIE J!!

And then 2011 come to it ends, what to do what to do what to do?
Chaaaaaaaa!!! BLONDE BLONDE BLONDE LETS GO BLONDE!!!
why? coz i always failed in dyed blonde my hair..

i use this for dye my hair :
the highest level of nordic blonde that i cant get it anywhere in Indo, i bought it from Australia..

the result iiiisssss

xD

to be continued..