Undescribed feeling

hello sunday,

i'm back with a story of mine.. a love story actually..

cast : 

girl : Dara

guy : Seunghyun

Summer has come bringing her a new sketch for her empty book.. 

her book had written by a love story of her new boyfriend, Seunghyun.. a guy she knew from a couple years ago. Dara used to live her life by herself, with no one protect her and no one special..

She was getting closer to Seunghyun from one occasion and since that they often talk to each other or even meet up.. Seunghyun is a nice guy, he cooked for her, he fetch her when she ask for it, he do anything for her..

Dara wasn't like the most girl, she's different, she's not easy to get, she's too independent.. she never been in a relationship before but when Seunghyun came to her life, she tried to open her heart for him.. It went smoothly at the beginning, they often texted each other, rang each other, Seunghyun even introduce her to his family.. Seunghyun is a type of attractive guy, he's a talkative person.. and he often tell her about what happened in his days.. 

a month had passed, Seunghyun show his love to her even more, he kissed her and hug her.. every time he hug her, it feels like he doesn't want to lose her for even a second.. he told her how deep is his love for her, maybe for other girl it would be sweet, but not for Dara, somehow she's uncomfortable with all of that, the door of her heart that welcomed him at the first time as if refuse him to go deeper.. 

Seunghyun have no one else beside Dara, and it's true.. Seunghyun really are into her, and it's true as well.. that is not a lie, but Dara lose her feeling toward him gradually. what should she do? she want to keep a distance to him or leave him but she doesn't want to hurt his feeling and she believe that karma does exist, she really want to end all the thing as soon as possible but she don't know how to do at this time because love is not something that can be force.. 

Dancing on my own???

고독하게를 싫어요.. 그냥 집에 빨리 들어와........

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ it's just my respond for Pixie Lott Feat GD & TOP - Dancing on my own 's lyric

 

(GD)
You know I'm trying to make it happen for us right now
I got to do what I got to do, me and you,

(TOP)
I remember we were living like kings in Queens
And the little time I guess made our hopes and dreams
It was destiny, it was meant to be
we're so complete the perfect team

(GD)
And suddenly there's a clinch in the system
And between us is a big super distance

They say it supposed to make the heart grow fonder
More that I can tell it couldn't be wronger

(Pixie GD TOP)
A little bit of wrong goes the right way
A little bit of right goes the wrong way
I keep giving you keep saying
I'm trying to make a living be patient

(Pixie)
I just have no where else to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own.

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming home

(GD)
Listen,
I don't want you dancing by yourself
And I don't want you picturing yourself with someone else
I know I made some promises and honestly I wanna just to work out
I didn't know the shining star I found was 'bout to burn out
So what now? We go around like a record
I feelin' disconnected and you're feelin' disrespected
I don't know how this gonna rap up
But till I'm home you should turn that track on

(Pixie)
And that's all I get from you
But I give my all to you
And that's all I hear from you

[Chorus:]
All dressed up nowhere to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming home

(TOP)
I always think about her
Try to not overthink about her
I Always dream about her
Try not to dream about her
I feel so lost without her
I try to come home
And it's so hard being out on my own
It breaks my heart to leave you alone

(Pixie)
[Chorus:]
All dressed up nowhere to go
So I'm dancing on my own
I've been waiting way too long
Dancing on my own

Play one more so-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
So-o-o-o-o-o-ong
But you are not coming home

BLONDE AND BLONDER

as you know there's sooooo many blonde victims around the world..
what's the reason of their so called GOES-BLONDE-ACTION?

• wanna be pretty
• I'm a BARBIE GIRL~ in my BARBIE wooorld~
• sexy? naaaah!
• imitates their favorite idol
• trend

blahblahblah whatever..

but i also one of the GOES-BLONDE-ACTION    T_T

here i tell my story..

well, im a big fan of BIGBANG and 2NE1.. and CL is my bias..
yep you can guess i dyed blonde my hair to be looks like her, but however we will be never look alike..

hahahahaha

first, i went to the store that selling hair dye products, and i asked for the most rapid bleach product..
i got some and then do it my self at home..


1st time: not bad
2nd time: not too bad as well but i feel like my hair fell down one by one

 

this is after 2nd time bleached

 3rd time : my friend said "why don't u mix it with ash blond color? it'll be look like CL.."
                 okay okay, i follow her suggestion and the result is


I LOOSE MY HAIR!!! BL**DY H*LL  ㅠ.ㅠ

the next morning i went to salon and fix my hair to get the proper haircut..

and.....
taaadaaaaaaa~

Finish??? NOT YET!
after a couple months i was thinking to get rid of my dull hair or broken hair or damage hair or anything you want to call its up to you because it feels like hay..

J J J J JESSIE J!!

And then 2011 come to it ends, what to do what to do what to do?
Chaaaaaaaa!!! BLONDE BLONDE BLONDE LETS GO BLONDE!!!
why? coz i always failed in dyed blonde my hair..

i use this for dye my hair :
the highest level of nordic blonde that i cant get it anywhere in Indo, i bought it from Australia..

the result iiiisssss

xD

to be continued..

Fantastic Distraction

well, i was planned to do my Press-Release  ass-ignment in this lovely sunday..

and what i got?

click start,

choose ms word,

start to create press release template..

Googling for a press release sample, open in new tab, open in new tab, open in new tab

add a new tab-go to facebook-look at new post at some pages-FANTASTIC FANTASTIC FANTASTIC

(got my eyes almost out from it socket, and mouth widely open with sometimes bite my lips)

Save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab-save image as-open in new tab

itunes got shuffled to the 'NO NO NO NO NO~ TOMORROW~'

TOMORROW!! deadline is tomorrow!! look at the time and its been 3 hours!!!! Crap! i only got this:

PRESS RELEASE

For Immediate release

March, 19^th 2012

LPK Andhika Putra – Nanny & Governess Agency

Contact Person ;

WHAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT??????? 

keep calm, and smile..

do i need to regret?? NOOOO!!!!

why? fuck yeah i got this sexy pictures, need to ask????

 WOW FANTASTIC BABY!